Dear Mama,

Thank You for always being there. Through all of the hard times. Thank You for being my mother but also my best friend. Im happy with the close relationship we share. I never felt like I could tell you certain things but slowly that is changing. Thank you for not passing judgment on me for all of the sins I have commited. Thank you for reminding me that everyone was young once and everyone makes mistakes. I love you for being my shoulder to cry on, my listener, supporter and my confidant. I love you and thank you. No one can replace you.

Cold Case Of Love

What you did to me was a crime?.....Cold Case Of Love. And if I let you reach me one more time...thats enough-Rihanna

As you all know Rihanna is someone I love. I like her music and her style and love this line in her song off her Rated R album. Especially because I can relate to it. Alot has happened in the last couple of weeks. So much that I dont and cant put it up here, because Its that personal. So personal It stays with me and only me. Im back in school and got a couple of more days at work. For this year I definately need to change the person I am or have become. I need to focus on whats important and what matters the most in my life right now. I dont have time for bad shit to happen to me anymore. From this moment Iam trying for the absolute best I can be. No more dumb blogs about boys, or trivial things. Just the good times and me becoming who I am destined to be. Greatness.