Im blogging when I should be doing my poetry homework. Oh whatever Its been too long and Im getting bored with school already. Couldnt wait for it to start now I cant wait for my next day off. Last few weeks have been very hard. Been trying to move ahead and not look back at certain things or people but no matter what I do it seems things have a way of catching up to me, and I give in like a weak pathetic girl. Its sad because I know Im better than that. I know Im stronger than I know. Im just looking for it and want to see it already. Its hard to focus on things that I should be focusing on and its so hard to concentrate. People have made me so mad this week I just wanted to be alone. I still do. Walking home I found myself crying.....the crazy part is I dont know what I was crying for. I guess we cry because we have too. Its the only thing that makes sense and one of the only ways to release alot of stress and insecurities. Well for me anyway. Geez lemme stop pourng my worthless heart out and get back to writing this paper. Lord help me with school. Im going to need it
