Help them, whatever you can donate would be greatly appreciated. Im Sure

Save Haiti/Save Me

As you all have heard there was a major earthquake in Haiti a couple of days ago that has ruined the country completely, and has left thousands of people dead. A couple of legit organizations you can donate money to are YELE. Its Wyclef Jeans organization to help the victims of Haiti. To give a $5 donation text YELE to 501501. Another legit place to donate money is Oxfamerica. One of my closest friends works with them and they are asking for any kind of donation you can give. To find out how to donate to Oxfam, go to oxfamamerica.org.

The earthquake that has hit haiti has made me rethink alot of things. Most of all whats important and to value what we have here and be thankful, although something like this can happen in the USA. The people of Haiti havent been living well for a while now and to now have a major earthquake hit them and destroy everything it hurts me. I pray for the people and have donated what I can. Please do the same. If it were us wouldnt you want help as well?

In recent days I have been all gloomy. The reason I was gloomy was because of a guy. A guy who shouldnt be gloomy over at all. Yesterday I went to see my grandmother and found out she had a mini stroke a couple of days before christmas. When she told me this I was holding back tears. Here I am being all gloomy and worrying about my pathetic life, when the people I care for most arent doing well at all. The worst part of all of this is no one told me. My father didnt even pick up the phone to say your grandmothers in the hospital. Of course its no problem to call me about music I dont really care about. I dont know why I expected him too. He doesnt care about her. The main reason she had the stroke was because of her pressure going up and being stressed out. I know shes stressd out because her son is living with her AGAIN. and not doing anything positve in his life. I pray to god hes not back on drugs but I feel like he is. When I met him at the train station he looked skinnier. All my life growing up my dad had a belly and I knew thats when he was clean, or somewhat clean. However when he looks skinnier he doesnt look healthy, and I know hes up to no good. I dont know what it is I can do. I try to visit them as much as I could but I stay away mainly because of him, he puts pressure on me and it drives me completely insane. I want to honestly break free from him. I know once I have my own place and steady income hes going to be bothering me. Oh and he always says things to me like because of you they take my tax money and I dont have to do my taxes i do it cuz i want to because I know theyre going to snatch it and give it to you. WTF! First off they take your supposed money because you never paid the $50 dollar child support every month. Dont do me any favors. Here I am thinking you file because im your child and you love me. Didnt know I was an obligation.

Babe Im Gonna Leave You ( I already have) ;-)

I went to the mall yesterday with my mom. I dont know if its just me but I actually enjoy shoppin with my mom, its fun and Im not being rushed because she spends the whole damn day in the stores just like me. Indecisive like moi. I bought this really cool journal. Its yellow and has the face of a tiger on it. Its so cool. I wanted to buy all of the journals I saw (coming soon pics of mi cool new journal). Im going to write all of my poetry, short stories, and memories in it, along with magazine pics and othas. cant wait!

Ive been sick with a bad cold, so pissed I couldnt really hang out for the new years but its whatever. This year i wrote down my new years resoultions and hop I can follow them.


1. Stay focused, do moi,

2. Get license. permit first of course.

3. Stop letting myself fall for people I should never fall for

4. Forgive

5. Put past in past.

6. Save money

7. Grow my hair out

8. Get back into music ;-)

9. Take pole dancing classes lol

10. Date ;-)