Thursday, November 12, 2009

"Its Ok To Love Me






Ok so I know its been a while. Its been more than a while, its been forever. So much has happened where do I even start. Ok so Ive been writing alot, I met these guys who write music kind of like me and want to get started in the music business. I actuall y heard some of their stuff and think they have alot of potential. I would love to collabarate lol. They wanted to know if I could sing.....lets just say they see something in me that I dont, and want another interview. Hope I ace the next one. What else??? Oh yea went to three damn parties last week, had an awesome time. Nothing really else has happened. Guess you could say Ive been "dating" Went on one really so whatever. Guys a coll friend but definately not my bf type. Maybe its me and Im picky as hell, or maybe I dont settle and want to test the waters. I mean there are so many good looking guys out here, why not mess around. Before giving my heart away forever. I think the most important thing now is to really have fun and enjoy your life. Lifes not promised to any of us and we should make the best of each day. Dont worry about stuff to much or stress, just live your life and enjoy it dammit! Ugh. Sorry im ranting but i wish people would jus see the better things in life and make the best of it. I guess it can be hard but all it takes is a little bit of effort and strength. Im listening to So Beautiful by Musiq Soulchild now. God! I love this song so much. Wish someone would sing this song to me one day. Sigh...Gues sin order for guys to appreciate you, you have to appreciate yourself first. ;(. Lemme get to bed and get ready for tomoro, I have a long day ahead of me. Im officially an adult, well Im going to become one. I have to start paying my own phone bill. Mom cant afford it anymore. I have no problem with this, we all have to grow up sometime....I'll be doing that tomorrow, when I pay half of the damn bill.






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