"Petrified Life & Twice Told Joke"

Just got back from work, what a bore. I was in a bad mood all day. Dont really know why or care to know, all I do know is today just wasnt my day. I got in at around 4am. Maybe thats why I was so grouchy today. So grouchy that some dumass customer complained to my manager at me saying how I was being rude and mumbling things under my breath. who cares. I dont give a damn anymore. Im tired. Physically, emotionally, and mentally. The only highlight of my day was when this kid wanted to give me a hug. It was so weird I was on my break sitting down, looking all down and out, and hes all like Hi im jonathan whats your name. I was so smittened. Then he kept walking away and coming back til he asked me for a hug. Its so strange, Its almost as if he knew thats exactly what I needed at the time. I really havent been talking about my relationship saga, but I have met someone. I dont want to get into to many details, because I dont want too. I just want to see how everything goes. Its going ok...so far. I dont know I justhate when guys try to analyze me. Its almost as if they think they know everything there is to know about me. Thats it. Theres nothing more than what they see. I hate that. I admit it im a shy person if Im not used to you, or if i feel i cant connect to you on any type of level. However I can relate to alot of people so why not give me the chance. Im well rounded as my mother said and I dont judge anyone. I listen and do what I feel when Im ready to. Dont change me because It will never work. Alot of things have happened in my past that has shaped the person I am today, as well as the person Im becoming. Both good and bad. I am me. That felt so good to get out. This doesnt only go for guys but girls too. Everyone who thinks my life is just fine. Now I have to do homework something Ive been trying to avoid this whole break. I cant anymore schools this monday. Yay :(. Im still not finished with stuff. I guess its just like my life, unfinished issues I have yet to deal with.