These past couple of days have been so weird. Ive been trying to get back to the person I used to be, before everything that has happen this year. I lost alot, but It seems that Ive been gaining alot as well. Ive recently been talking to my ex-best friend alot. I mean so much, Its freaking me out. I just got off the phone with her, and we were talking about everything, that we missed out on in each others life. The last time I saw her, and hung out with her was in 2006. We drifted mostly because It seemed she didnt have time for me. She was an entirely different person then, and It seems that shes trying to be different now. Weve been talking for the last couple of days over the phone. I find it so weird that I started talking to her, right after me and my other friend stopped talking. Its almost as if this was how it was supposed to be. You gain things, just around time when you lose things as well. Im supposed to hang out with her and her friends on friday at Ihop. Well see how that goes. Im so scared to open myself up to this again. We were so close once before, and It hurt when we drifted, I dont want that to happen again. She keeps saying she doesnt either, and that we cant ever drift apart again, and how she got me back in her life and she doesnt want to lose me ever again. I dont know what to think. Im not going to think too much about it, just going to let nature run its course and see where everything goes from here. Life is strange.
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