Chasing Pavements?

So what am I supposed to do
Sit here, and always wait for you
Lie in bed with all of my fears
Cry all of the time, with sorrow and despair
I cant live this life im living now
Your not here and im making it.. somehow
But how will I survive once u leave me again
Am I supposed to just give in?
I love you and I know you love me too
But I cant live my life revolved around you
They say if you love someone you have to let them go
And if they come back then that’s how you know
If it was ever true love or just a foe
I don’t want to be without you
You’re apart of my life
You’re in my dreams, in my mind.
All day, every night.
You say these four months are killing you
Then its obvious four years wont do
I don’t know how to bare
Should I even care?
I love that were together
Sometimes I want it to last forever
But then I think of what’s going on
Why were making this work?
How were both so strong
I love you babe
And I know you love me too
But I know when you leave again
We wont be able to pull through.