Today was a bad day before I got to work. I dont know why, but all of the sudden I woke up and as I was getting dressed, I began to cry. I was sitting on my bed crying for about 15 minutes. All of these bottled up emotionc came out of nowhere. I didnt really have anyone to talk to, so I just released it through my tears. I know it sounds so corny, but Its the truth. Ive been having a rough couple of days. First I went to see a movie, that I knew before I saw it, would suck. Then I ve been listening to the messages my dad has been leaving me. Hes upset with me and putting me on this big guilt tripm because I wouldnt do what he wanted. Do you know what its like to hear your father say your a traitor. He wants nothing to do with me anymore, and I can hang up the phone and never call him again, because I no longer have a father? I dont know what I did. I was asking my mom What did I do to hime, for him to say things like that to me? I dont think she understands. She just tells me, my father has always been very manipulative when he doesnt get his way. And its also apart if his sickness. I dont know what to do anymore. What can I do? nothing. He called when I was at work again, but I didnt pick up, he left a message, but I didnt even bother listening to it. I swear this morning blowed. I thought the whole day would but thanks to friends it didnt. I hate my job, and I hate the pay, but I have to admit I love most of the people I wor with (MOE!) In life you need friends, and love. A life without it is a life lost.
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