I recently jus signed into my facebook after a lonnnnnggggg hiatus due to wrking as a slave at pay/half and sleepin lol. I dont even know how or what the hell to write. Lets just say I got a blast from my past. A hug past. So remember that best friend I had who completely stopped talking to me because I dated her brother. Well she contacted me. WTF?? She wants to discuss past events and put the past behind us and shes sorry and blah blah blah. I didnt repsond and Im not going to until i know what to write. I know a huge part of me is like screw her she screwed up this friendship and theres no getting back to the way things were. However I have changed alot and Im not bitter and angry as much as I was before. I dont have to hate anyone. Whats done is done, and theres no need to be caddy like Im ten years old, or like her. Im a mature person and I always have been. I dont know Im still a litlle confused. I dont know what Im going to do, or say. Who knows if Im even going to respond. Its been a while though and she really did hurt me and destroy a solid friendship. and plus a huge part of me knew she would do this because thats how she is and I deleted my myspace for alot of reasons but one was so I would never see her again. ahhhhhh. sigh time will tell all......
6 more days til my SANTIGOLD!!!!!
2 comments:
Wow!! I don't know...thats pretty hard considering everything that she put you threw. It won't be the same and she seemed to change too... Watch, if you slowly go back to being her friend you will find out a lot you didn't know about her...
love santo
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