ALERT!

As alot of you may know, I have a couple of blogs. Well two. Nowadays Im mostly on tumblr. Just to let you dudes know, in case your wondering why the hell Im not updating, chances are because Im on my tumblr. So heres the link for all of you guys who actually give a damn about me.

kill-the-lights.tumblr.com



P.S.- I will still be updating this blog every chance I get.

Be Not Nobody

One day.......(sigh)

Seemingly Meaningless

Finally made it on my blog. Damn thing was acting up all day. Yesterday was way cool as you can see. It was Ms Ebonies birthday!!!!! Happy Birffday Hun! She nineteen now. I know shes getting up there. Went to BBQs for dinner with Imoni. Missed her, havent seen her in a long long time. We all had a good time, then her friend Lanette came. and then we went off to see The Black Lips. Concert was ok I guess, maybe wouldve been better if I actually knew a few songs by the band, but whatever. Today sucked I was supposed to go to the city to karaoke with Awilda and her friend from work but shes really sick. Hope she gets better. Damn its like everyone has been getting sick. Ended up in Subway with my friend koplax, and then came home to do nothing as always. I dont know in some ways it felt goood to have the advantage of staying home and sitting on my ass, but I felt sort of alone. I dont know why. I felt like I was missing out on something, or someone maybe? I was on a gloomy mood. I dont know why I get like this. I can have the biggest smile on my face and have the greatest people around me, but like Kanye says "In the end its still so lonely" I guess being around here with memories depresses me. Brings me back into my sad mode. I hate that too. Im so tired of being around here, and in Rochdale. Its so ugggghhhhhh depressing. So many problems, No money, so many good/bad unwanted memories in this head of mine. I go to a school I dont neccesarily like. Im at a job that Im not too fond of. I just feel like my life is on rerun everyday. Occasionally I get to spice it up, but that doesnt feel good enough for me. I dont talk to alot of people I once felt so close too. From home and school. I miss them too. I guess this is what was supposed to happen. You win some and you lose some. Sucks though but eventually Ill get over it. What other choice do I have. I have to go to school tomoro which blows then Ill be home doing french, oh and im failing btw. UGGGHHH!!!! Let me go to sleep now and stop watching Hustle&Flow. Got to get up tomoro to do the same damn thing I always do. Maybe something interesting will happen. But Im not holding my breath.

Uncool

Would I be uncool, If i could write a love song? Why is it that all the fuckin amazing songs are so hard? Is it because theyre that effin amazing. Lime wire sucks ass. I still cannot download Uncool by Courtney Love, and Let Go Hank Dogs. I know what a name right. I love these two effin songs, yet i can only listen to them when im online. Stupid shit, i need another place to download music.

Say_ what_you_ need_ to_ say

Photo Of The Day : Fallen Angel, what I tend to feel like everyday.

Just woke up about half an hour ago. I think there is something seriously wrong with me. Everyday Im so sleepy. I get my eight hours asleep, sometimes even nine. Im still so effin tired. I started taking my Iron pills again. I need to wake my tired ass up. Tomorrows my last day od school. Thank god. I dont know how Im going to get through that three hour history class. Then after that I have to get my butt to the city to get ticks for The Black Lips concert for Ebonies birthday on Tuesday. Cant wait even though I dont know one song by them lol. I thought i had them on my zune, turns out it was the Black Kids and Black Keys. No Black Lips. Oh well, heard they were pretty good, Ill see on Tuesday. :O

I said what I needed to say, even when my hands were shaking lol. Love that song by John Mayer.

"Blur"

Heidi

Atiyaaa

Renita and Me

I have to admit I had a good time last night, all the way to 7 in the damn morning. Thought I was ever going to make it home. When we first got there, I wasnt sure if it was going to be a good night, but it was. I hung out with miss Atiya and her friends (way cool if I mite add, and very nice) Met new people. OMG! met like my twin!! I think she was?? I was very drunk so I dont really remember, but I remember what we were talking about, well somewhat...did not think there were anymore cool music heads out there. Renita you are like awesome, reminds me I have to find you on facebook. Overall, fun night, happy I went. Now if you exscuse me have to find my new bff..lol like paris hiltons show.